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Friday, February 29, 2008


I HATE HANGOVERS!!!!!!!

omg, its like 3:38 in the morning and im typing on blogger. lols. i cant sleep on account tat im havin the worst kind of headaches, and im like suffering from post natal alcohol drunkness or smth. ( ok i dono if it actually exists but nvm. ) lols. yeap. shall update thn.

met cs and sa in the mornin at vivo for like breakfast, bumped into jonathan who works at ben n jerry's there. lols. anyway, we went to the food court for breakfast thn xian came to join us. we chatted for quite a bit and took off. walked around till someone decided tat we chould go to ben n jerry;s which i disagreed but totally in vain. lols. anyway we walked like back n forth of the shop and thn i received a call. lols. -.-. yeap, went off to town after tat for sa's lessons. after sendin her to her sch we went to chat at mc cafe thn cs went off. xian and i met may thn we went to her place for her to chnge n stuff.. van low came over and we went to cine. sat and ate and talked. went over to heeren's punk star to shop. bought a cool shirt tat apparently sa has jus in a diff color =) manda came to meet us. went to find sa. sent van home and we were off to my market. had dinner.

whn we reached my place (xian, may, sa, manda and me) we played indian poker which thn i had like pract all the luck, thn when we decided to chnge to drinkin absolute, i lost all my luck. i drank like how many shots. lols. and seriously manda ng is like the hai dai queen or smth. lols. we all like pract lost to her so had to drink even more. among all i think im like the onli one tat gt drunk or smth cuase after all tat its quite blurry, i cant rmb anything tat happened after wards. all i can rmb is like slpin on xian's lap, my bro comin home, parents too. o yea, gt busted form parents who fund out i was drinkin. lols.

t my bro, xian, may, sa and manda : hey all of ur, thnx for like taking care of me yst. i no im a real bad drunk, and the fact tat i dont have a concussion right now is like thnx to ur =) hahas. i can still rmb some parts where ur took care of me, mommy teo lent me her lap and took care of me like the whole night [is i can still rmb =) ] , may kept askin if i was ok, hahas and bro and sa took care of me too, and im very sure manda ng was laughin at me. hahas. tas roughly all i can rmb bt thnx all of ur. love ya guys. =)



valentine's day/3:53 AM



Wednesday, February 27, 2008
this feeling of nostalgia is hunting me


My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding

was using the com this morning and i came across smth that i havent seen for like ages, the webste for the show, akazuki cha cha. hahas, for those who are either older thn me or around my age, if ur can rmb, this show used to air on kids central on weekends. hahas anyways, i decided to download it and watch it. 76 eps. lols. went to town t meet manda. had lunch at pastamania and realised tat both of us are goin broke soon. hahhas. a job hunt has to b done fast. we decided to go to e2max after tat and played nitendo wii. hahahs super fun, we played the wii sports which was like tennis, bowlin, golf, boxin, and base ball. hahhas i lost to manda at like everything but boxing, so she came to the conclusion tat im violent -.- hahas, we were seriously the loudest ppl there and attracted a lot of attention, perhaps due to the way we were playin and like pract everyone was like standin behind us watchin and commentin bt we totally ignored thm and played our game, good past time.

took a cab to van's place so manda can dye her hair. she finally decided on some ash brown/green color. anyway it looked quite alright. smth damn suey happened. lols. anyway, durin the time at the salon, joanne called her and she asked me to answer, so whn i did, i pract translated everythin, sounded quite stupid, but it was seriously funny. lols. hahas. went van's house for dinner thn home. lols,



valentine's day/5:57 AM



Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt


Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you’re frozen

went t school today with manda, sinyi and suet. went t visit teachers, met up with mrs ang, miss sim, mr wong, miss lee and some other teachers, as usual, they were comme
ntin on my skirt, shall post up the pic of the outfit i wore today nad also bought yst. lols. met up with van while she waited for me with brenda while we had a chat with miss lee. went over to van's house after tat and all the zi highin and bitchin started. hahhas. havent done tat for a while. went home thn off to fin xian for our supper =)

met xian at house dwnstair, we walked around and talked. we talked bout quite a lot of stuff, relationships, frens, school and stuff. thn over t tiong mac, had my dinner and our supper. hahas. chatted thn off to mini toons to c tofu and we went to this shop to see stuff and we both ended up comin out of it with dresses that we simply love and was a total bargain. hahas =) seems like ages since we shopped tgt. hahahs. anw, its her bdae tmr, seriously hope tat she has loads of fun cause she deserves it.:D

t mommaye:

its gonna be ur bdae tmr, u no wad, u r seriously awesome. hahas, you are one of the wisest, cutest and funniest person i no and i seriously enjoy your company as i alw had for these past 3 years. i know i can depend on you to be there whn i need to pour my heart out to someone, thnx for jus bein there all the time, whn i had problems last yr and was realli dwn, you talked to me, and whether u no it or not, ur words realli comforted me, jus bein there realli helped me. you helped me again this year whn i had to make a choice and if t wasnt for you, i would still b idling about, perhaps i wont even had made that decision and would probably be miserable. everyone would be goin to diff schools but no matter wad, i no ill b able to call u out for supper, to b nonsensical around u like i alw do. thn for alw bein there and no tat if you ever need anyone to talk to or hang out, ill definitely be there. hahhas. love ya playmate and happy birthday yea. love ya loads <3>

thnks for everything =)

cals; thanks for everything, love you guys <3



valentine's day/6:58 AM



Monday, February 25, 2008


我爱的人,不是我的爱人
他心里每一纯都属于令一个人
他很幸福,幸福的真残忍
让我有爱又恨他的爱这么那么深

met this weird middle aged guy on the mrt today, he fell asleep and was leaning on my shoulders, thn the 2 girls opp me were laughin thn they walked over and told me to jus get up n dont care bout tat guy, by tat time i seriously felt damn weird alr so when i stood up the guy jus plonked on the seat. hahas, ok so bad. met up with marcus to go to nanyang today. walked quite a lot, seriously hot can. lols. startin to seriously think wad cca should i join, thinkin of taekwando rite now. lols. went to far east for chicken rice and i found out there is a staker. like lols. is she seriously so bored with her own life tat she has to intrude on others. like lol can. after lunch went to meet manda, sinyi, suet and her sis. we walked at whisma thn off to far east thn other places. hahhas o my, i seriously bought like a lot of stuff, its serious unimaginable. hahhas. ok i shall blog my photos with the stuff i bought sometime. hahahs. too many things le. we had a lot of fun today, whole day of shoppin, eatin and laughin is seriously entertainin. hahhas. we had high tea at this great jap place recommended by suet sis at wheelock. thn back to far east for the dress tat sinyi had kiv-ed. hahhas. thn off to heeren and cine thn finally back to paragon thn taka to crystal jade for la mian. the food there is seriously good and so much cheaper thn hong kong cafe can. lols. service is better too. on the way back we saw smth damn irritatin, some ppl jus are without conscience. out tmr, goin sch thn meetin xian for our supper. =)



valentine's day/7:35 AM



Friday, February 22, 2008


Nobody knows but me, that I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
when my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows

went out for breakfast with mom and bro with grandparents. went home after breakfast and off to find van low at her place. slacked around thn went den stairs to pick up sherlyn. went off to find sa after everythin was done. i met up with sa at heeren while van and sherlyn went to ps to meet xy. sa n i walked thn went to far east, went shoppin. bought 2 pairs of shoes, 1 pumps and another heels. walked around and shopped some more. sherlyn, van n xy came to meet up with us at far east thn we went off to lucky plaza for hor fun. we chatted durin dinner, and started with our crappin and stuff, hahas. left and went off to cotton on and finally paragon. we went to toys r us and started with our nonsense all over again. hahhas. lols. thn sa went to meet her sis while the rest of us travelled to tiong.



valentine's day/7:50 PM



Thursday, February 14, 2008


有时候,我们得做出困难的决定
虽然心里很为难
但是,这是为了对方最好的决定

went to sch to meet van to pass her the wallet she left at my place yst. receive valentine's day resent from crystal.

( tx baby. hahas )
went over to town to meet manda, she didnt reach yet so i went to shop and bought my new wallet. lols. when she reached, she gave me a bouquet of roses from paragon, hahas thanx, its realli gorgeous.


we went over to cine to get our movie tickets for junper thn went over to heeren to get marche, bt, it was closed so we settled for koba. talked thn went to go watch our movie. jumper is actually not bad, the plot is good and the effects totally rock. it was quite funny too. we were makin fun of 2 grps of ppl there, hahas lols. went dwn and bumped into qr and her frens, where she insisted tat her fren looks like my bro which i disagree, we took a cab with her and hui yu adn they dropped us at holland v. we went to haigen das to get our ice cream, and we spent like 20 mins jus to decide like wad to eat. lols. but the ice cream was good, ex though.

manda's ice cream

mine (the whipped cream at the side is supposed to be in the form of heart shape)

qian came over to meet us later and heard some irritatin news, like wth luh, how could she do tat to qian. lols. we talked for a while and they saw smth disgustin in the male toilet. we went off after tat. had to go chinatown to meet dad.

i took a candid shot of manda. hahas.

reached chinatown and had dinner with all the relatives, we started sayin a lot of lame jokes. lols. after dinner went to tiong to find xian, we had a heartfelt talk which i realli appreciated.durin this time you realli helped me a lot and listened to me. tx playmate =) we talked a lot of stuff through and i found the strength through her and cals to make a decision. i have no idea hw i can get through this without them. so i gtta say tx xian, manda and the rest of cals.

it wasnt an easy choice or decision but hopefully, in the long run, it'll be the best for the both of us. there are many words that i cant express, im realli sorry things had to end up this way, but i sincerely hope you will be happy. the onli thing i can say to you is that im sorry and thanx for understandin.


valentine's day/7:36 AM



Tuesday, February 12, 2008


因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币

不知道到底能去哪里

yst was the last day of my work
. titanium hub was closin officially as of yst. reached there in the mornin after goin mama shop to buy kit kat for them. met up with suet then went hub tgt. did a lot of packin and stuff, you can literally see dust like everywhere. wei liang, rosalin, joy, suet and me were present there. super suey can, my back was facing the door thn i was talkin to suet whn suddenly noticed everyone quiet, thn someone said erm. thn i turned around and jumped, thn suet n i scattered off to a corner. hahahs. it turned out to b chris, our boss. chris is actually rather nice but the bad ting about him is that he is very intimidating. he is aroun 185 to 190. this is not an exaggeration. whnever i stand next to him, they tell me tat it is estimated tat he is at least 3 heads taller thn me. he tried to strike a conversation with suet and me, but we were so freaked out by him tat all we could manage was to get him to sign our time sheet. hahas super funny. after tat we went off for lunch. nothin much but packin tat day, gt a few cuts, but very suey de. i gt a paper cut whn we were tearin paper thn he asked me if i needed a plaster, thn i say nvm, wait for bigger cuts or smth more serious, thn he said, ok more serious thn i give u plaster, if nt save my plaster. in the end i used up all his plasters. hahhahs.

around 830 the movers came and moved everythin away. it was seriously quite a sight, the usual packed hub was left with nothin. everythin was dismantled, it was quite sad for s cause no matter wad, after workin there for a month, a sense of attachment had been formed. suet left around 10 plus. thn the rest of us left for supper at hong kong cafe, but we were all luggin plastic bags tat were super heavy can.. lols. we ate there and chatted till 1 plus thn cabbed home. luckily it wasnt as expensive as i had expected. it has been a pleasure workin with u all, dsa ppl included. =D this has been the best workin experience anyone my age could ask for and i m lucky to have found this job tat pays well, and have great colleagues. ill miss you all =) cals comin over tmr. yeap =)

(pics all from rosalin's blog)

moving the tv away

the empty cabinets

the dsa room

joy and the dismantled atm machine



my colleagues : joy, me, rosalin, suet and wei liang

rosalin with her bags



the doors...


valentine's day/7:53 AM



Monday, February 04, 2008


爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

been going through the motions practically everyday, today went to celebrate joy's birthday with rosalin and suet min. hahhas it was quite funny. we jus brought in the brownie and gave her the card and present. it was so sweet, she got flowers =) hahhas. anyway, after tat i went shoppin with rosalin, brought me to shops ive never been to before in far east, saw sooo many cute stuff. hahhas. i got a dress from zimple again, baby doll dress but i quite liked it. hahhas. lols. i think ill prolly gt more dresses from there, dono y but the dresses there r still ok i guess. lols. have to wait till after new year, onli thn will i b free to go shop. hahhas. went out with sa, leonard and manfred jus now. we circled whisma quite a few times and went far east, eventually decided to have dinner at cine hong kong cafe. talked for quite a while. hahhas. relaxing day. waiting for new year =)


valentine's day/7:06 AM



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